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phantomflame03(she/they)
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If anyone was thinking about checking out Centaurworld, this is me officially begging you to do it. It's so good. I'm always skeptical going into series intended for children, but this one is not something I'd explicitly (from an adult standpoint) consider being "for kids" given some topics mentioned. But it is very very fun. The characters are genuinely funny and wacky in a way that appeals to millenial style humor, there's actual character developement that doesn't feel forced. Also the story is pretty compelling, especially when you consider what you're fucking watching.

Anyway, if youre a person who hasn't even heard of Centaurworld? I implore you to check it out as well.

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I loved it! Such a fun show. The songs are amazing!


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They really are! And I am usually a person who loathes regular musical numbers in p much every medium and these seemed so well written and performed. Theres some cheesy moments but they don't over do it and they use it to push the narrative and foreshadow like a champ. its great.

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the first time I was hit with the no where kings song holy fuck. They just. They dont talk about it. horse fucking acknowledges it but no one says a damn thing at to how fucking foreboding it is. I love it. It makes the world feel full of open secrets.




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If anyone was thinking about checking out Centaurworld, this is me officially begging you to do it. It's so good. I'm always skeptical going into series intended for children, but this one is not something I'd explicitly (from an adult standpoint) consider being "for kids" given some topics mentioned. But it is very very fun. The characters are genuinely funny and wacky in a way that appeals to millenial style humor, there's actual character developement that doesn't feel forced. Also the story is pretty compelling, especially when you consider what you're fucking watching.

Anyway, if youre a person who hasn't even heard of Centaurworld? I implore you to check it out as well.


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Cheers to getting up as my class was starting instead of like, 30 minutes before hand so I could actually attend said class.


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Im making goddamn mistakes again.

This time I'm staying up way too fucking late. I haven't taken a shower and I need to wake up in less than 5 hours. I probably should wake up earlier than that to make sure food is a thing I consume, but, ya know. Thats probably not fucking happening bc I know myself.

Though, looking on the bright side, if I am balls tired at work I might come home and go to bed early for once in my fucking life and actually start fixing my sleep schedule :')

Or at least a man can dream.

I still gotta make it through this shift at work without murder though. So thats fun.

star-rice

I'm just a fucking disaster tonight.

I got 4 hours and counting. 👍



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Im making goddamn mistakes again.

This time I'm staying up way too fucking late. I haven't taken a shower and I need to wake up in less than 5 hours. I probably should wake up earlier than that to make sure food is a thing I consume, but, ya know. Thats probably not fucking happening bc I know myself.

Though, looking on the bright side, if I am balls tired at work I might come home and go to bed early for once in my fucking life and actually start fixing my sleep schedule :')

Or at least a man can dream.

I still gotta make it through this shift at work without murder though. So thats fun.


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The boys big flirting with his gay alternate dimension self.


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New Laws in Texas just dropped 🙃 (cw: guns/violence)

"Texans over the age of 21 will now be able to carry a handgun without a license in Texas.

Referred to as “constitutional carry,” this law removes the requirement of obtaining a state-issued license (and the training and background check that is part of that process) in order to carry a handgun in public.

Texans may carry pistols openly or concealed, as long as they are not prohibited from possessing a firearm.

Long guns, including shotguns and rifles, do not require a license to carry in public in Texas."

Part of me wants to watch the mass shootings and other gun crimes skyrocket because the fuck else do you think is going to goddamn happen? This sure as fuck isn't gonna lower them. But I know damn well that those gun crimes are going to be toward minority groups and will feed abusive situations. And its going to be sad. A fucked state to live in rn.

Its going to be even more cringe when I see a goddamn gun in public now. Thanks for that.

star-rice

Like, the only okay things to have changed lately is that cops have to wear bodycams at all times during investigation, a slightly upped dose tolerance for marijuana (1% up from .5%) and I guess we can buy beer and wine on sundays now. :I

On the other hand, we have open carry without a license, more restrictive abortion laws, schools cant teach critical race theory, and all professional sporting events are required by law to play the national anthem before every game :)))))

This states government is so goddamn ass-backwards. It hurts to live here.



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New Laws in Texas just dropped 🙃 (cw: guns/violence)

"Texans over the age of 21 will now be able to carry a handgun without a license in Texas.

Referred to as “constitutional carry,” this law removes the requirement of obtaining a state-issued license (and the training and background check that is part of that process) in order to carry a handgun in public.

Texans may carry pistols openly or concealed, as long as they are not prohibited from possessing a firearm.

Long guns, including shotguns and rifles, do not require a license to carry in public in Texas."

Part of me wants to watch the mass shootings and other gun crimes skyrocket because the fuck else do you think is going to goddamn happen? This sure as fuck isn't gonna lower them. But I know damn well that those gun crimes are going to be toward minority groups and will feed abusive situations. And its going to be sad. A fucked state to live in rn.

Its going to be even more cringe when I see a goddamn gun in public now. Thanks for that.


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I think today is the first time I've gotten legit mad over covid and the amount of time has been lost and the amount of stress it's caused.

Like, 1 year anniversary was like "of course this is still going on, most everyone fucked up the response horribly!" but we're coming up the 2nd year mark quicker than I'd like and its settled in that we really really do not know when this is going to end. I had guessed about 2-3 years about the beginning of all this, but I've had a moment to think about just how long 3 years is and how much its drug into the light the inequalities in the US and in the whole world. And its even worse how quick the fucking news cycle still is (and thats not a thing that I see an end to) and the world is changing even more. I feel less secure in my knowledge of like, anything. Like I'm skating by more and more and more. And just god, how can anyone be expected to function amidst all this? And I don't have nearly as many disadvantaging circumstances as a lot of other people. How can the US still suck this much? (the answer is trump and that party's atrocities imo) I know good things are happening, but theyre not sensationalized bad news is. And thats part of the problem.The last like, 5 years has been a steady, consistent and logarithmic increase in the rate of bad shit that continues to happen over and over and over again. And its awful! And it doesn't matter how much I look it in the face and realize thats whats happening, nothing I can do can change it, so why acknowledge it at all? So I can feel performative of my humanity by bitching about it on the internet? It's neither new or revolutionary. What's the fucking point. It just reminds me that the government just cannot, will not give the damns that they need to to protect our fucking country. At any moment, the people who need action the most, can and have every right to die about it.

I just.... I've been having a lot of thoughts lately about how many lies we were fed as children... whether it was about society or the country itself. About our futures.... and sure yeah all of it has history and an explaination to how and why it all happened. But that doesn't make it hurt any less. And its definitely not an excuse for further inaction.


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Feels like I'm two sentences away from dropping the whole communist manifesto in my TxGov Professors inbox.

This was supposed to be an introduction "memo".


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Places I didn't expect to be exceedingly busy at 7pm: The Fucking Pharmacy


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We've named the cat Anne and she is an adorable handful


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Its been a long while since I've gone on a weird wikipedia spiral looking for some weird inane facts.

Todays subject: Red velvet mites which led into Harvestmen somehow...


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Good lord. Classes haven't even started and already I'm wanting to commit crimes over the stress I'm experiencing.

For the moment, the culprit most contributing to stress is textbooks :')

The landscape for textbooks is both better and worse than it was 4 years ago. The worst part of the worst is that they keep fucking updating textbooks so you have to buy the newest one (which honestly, isn't fucking new but ugh). I hard decided to get my rented E-textbooks from a particular place because #1 its on the cheap end of my available paid options and #2 - I'm p sure I can remove the DRM and throw them to people who can distribute. Because if I have to pay for this shit, I'm for sure going to keep it. Fuck renting. But also, if I buy it, if I can make it so even one person doesn't have to, thats a win in my book.

You want to talk about shit that radicalized you? This is one of those things for me. Fuck this bullshit.

star-rice

Also, fuck the two textbooks I can ONLY buy from my goddamn school bookstore and NO WHERE else. >:[


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@supermario commented on this post:
A big hearty agree: fuck textbooks, or at least their high prices. I don't know how viable it is, but maybe you can ask some previous students if they still have those two textbooks and if you could buy if from them for cheaper than new from the bookstore?

Man, I wish I knew former students, but the main problem would be the world and community still being very isolatory (which started way before covid, but that definitely exacerbated it). Though, with this in mind (i've already ripped the DRM off my ebooks lol), I definately want to find a discord for my college and try and distribute the books I have ripped, if I can. I have been brewing over this for a tiny bit of time, but what I'd like to do if it wouldn't cause trouble, would be to email everyone in my class and tell them I got them, heres the ePub lol. But alas.

I don't even know if my college has a discord, but I'm gonna try and find out.



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Good lord. Classes haven't even started and already I'm wanting to commit crimes over the stress I'm experiencing.

For the moment, the culprit most contributing to stress is textbooks :')

The landscape for textbooks is both better and worse than it was 4 years ago. The worst part of the worst is that they keep fucking updating textbooks so you have to buy the newest one (which honestly, isn't fucking new but ugh). I hard decided to get my rented E-textbooks from a particular place because #1 its on the cheap end of my available paid options and #2 - I'm p sure I can remove the DRM and throw them to people who can distribute. Because if I have to pay for this shit, I'm for sure going to keep it. Fuck renting. But also, if I buy it, if I can make it so even one person doesn't have to, thats a win in my book.

You want to talk about shit that radicalized you? This is one of those things for me. Fuck this bullshit.

star-rice

Also, fuck the two textbooks I can ONLY buy from my goddamn school bookstore and NO WHERE else. >:[



star-rice(he/him)
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Good lord. Classes haven't even started and already I'm wanting to commit crimes over the stress I'm experiencing.

For the moment, the culprit most contributing to stress is textbooks :')

The landscape for textbooks is both better and worse than it was 4 years ago. The worst part of the worst is that they keep fucking updating textbooks so you have to buy the newest one (which honestly, isn't fucking new but ugh). I hard decided to get my rented E-textbooks from a particular place because #1 its on the cheap end of my available paid options and #2 - I'm p sure I can remove the DRM and throw them to people who can distribute. Because if I have to pay for this shit, I'm for sure going to keep it. Fuck renting. But also, if I buy it, if I can make it so even one person doesn't have to, thats a win in my book.

You want to talk about shit that radicalized you? This is one of those things for me. Fuck this bullshit.


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hey guys look at what i found buried in the darkest recesses of my art folder


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