25 | He/Him | Masc Trans NB | Certified Dumbass | Supposedly an Adult
Im making goddamn mistakes again.
This time I'm staying up way too fucking late. I haven't taken a shower and I need to wake up in less than 5 hours. I probably should wake up earlier than that to make sure food is a thing I consume, but, ya know. Thats probably not fucking happening bc I know myself.
Though, looking on the bright side, if I am balls tired at work I might come home and go to bed early for once in my fucking life and actually start fixing my sleep schedule :')
Or at least a man can dream.
I still gotta make it through this shift at work without murder though. So thats fun.star-rice
I'm just a fucking disaster tonight.
I got 4 hours and counting. 👍
Me bouncing between several works to avoid burnout but taking longer on all of them:
I've put myself back into last minute painting deadline hell! 🎉
My binders finally got here!! Im going to wait until husbot wakes up to take pictures so i can use not a bathroom mirror to show it off a bit.
I will say im much more aware of my posture now for some reason? Also its super weird to look down and not have a tiddy there, let alone two!!!star-rice
Man, the posture thing was so nice. I sometimes want to put mine back on because sitting up straight is so much easier, but I know that wont fix the core of my problem: my lack of core strength.
Me: -goes over the same mostly refined portions of a painting a billion times while not touching the very rough, barely rendered parts knowing full well I'm on a pretty strict deadline-
:') I love scheduling Dr appts for a week and a half later for problems that are happening rn.
Stress yawning with a mask on, my favorite.
Physical exhaustion is so refreshing rn. My past couple of months has been pure emotional exhaustion mixed with "im sick" fatigue for a while there. And its so nice to feel that my body has done things today and still have a bright and active mind at the end of it.
I really would like my brain just just be cool. That'd be fantastic, thanks.
Good news: I have some feeling in my nipples!
Bad news: That feeling is pain!
We made an impromptu 3 hour visit to our local Department of Public Safety and just: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I wasted all the summoning time on the pet that has some important crafting mats in it so now I have to wait like, 2 hours to continue with blacksmithing, because theres now way I'm gonna spend the time to make a couple fine silks. That's too much set up for items I already have (however unnaccessible to me they are at the moment).
Why was I so dumb as to leave the fucking deer summoned while I was in my homestead afking. gdi