25 | He/Him | Masc Trans NB | Certified Dumbass | Supposedly an Adult
"take my quiz if you want to feel sad about yourself" the link says
"bullshit, it's 10 questions" i reply
fucking played myselfstar-rice
>:'( quit it.
I think my air conditioner in my car needs work again 🙃 fuck
I got in my car that had been in he parking lot for maybe 2 hours and it felt like death and it's so humid my glasses fogged up completely.
Texas is great 🙃star-rice
Worst part is that I'm p sure I know what the problem is, it's just not something I'm able or willing to fix myself and it's a problem that's endemic to my make and model. And just sigh. Last time it broke my AC still kind of worked solidly, but this time it's nearly 100% non functional. Definately not enough to beat the windows down.
Dear god I think I finally have a commission site set up. Fuck.
I feel like I should make a DNI but really it's just all the same things as any decent person wouldn't want to interact with. And honestly I usually just quietly block people if I check out a new follower and they post anything horrible (thankfully that hasn't happened on here yet). But I used a DNI on a kidcore blog I had on tumblr and it never even actually seemed to work and I was still blocking people all the time.
I obviously don't want to seem like I'm an ally to any rascists or anti-lgbt or xenophobic people but I also feel like I do everything I can to not be the kind of person that anyone like that would want to follow anyhow?
I've thought about this too, but honestly, I figure there's two types of people you don't want to follow: those who're openly awful and display why you wouldn't want to interact with them openly and those who know they're views aren't viewed kindly and won't advertise it (or worse, will fake their appearance and dnis to seem safe). Since im the type to not really wanna get too aggressive about things (ie I'll have a conversation in good faith and I try to avoid hostilities or misunderstandings) having a dni almost seems hostile, even if it's a precautionary thing. Maybe it's because I don't want to have to think about all the shit that pisses me off , much less boil down to a single list. Plus there's the chance that someone sees that list and wants to fuckin fight me about it. Im not looking for a fight and I definately don't want to offer a cheat sheet to things that piss me off. I feel like it has the potential to open doors I'd rather keep closed and shut doors that might lead to positive interactions. Maybe I'm being too defensive, maybe I'm not being defensive enough.
I'm definately not knocking people who have DNIs, I just feel it's not the approach I wanna take to (especially) this community. If you can't tell if I'm of good character from the way I post or the fact that I'm a queer as fuck non-binary transman, if the risk is just too damn high, please don't follow me. I will not meet your expectations. I am full of flaws and proudly so. I'm human and ever changing. I am not perfect. If I ever give you a reason to hold that against me, that's fine. I'm not here to fight people. It's not my job to convince you I'm a nice person, though, my goal is to make it self-evident.
Man, it was such a mood boost today to find out that I didn't have to work an 8 hour shift and all I have to do is 5 hours. Like, the combination of having 3 extra hours to be a human and knowing I wont have to dredge through 8 hours alone in a box has been so uplifting.
Im half mad I didn't flip my nose ring to the green side.
So my theory for a while had been "man, 23 feels bad. 24 feels like its gonna be okay though."
Just now I though "oh my god I'm almost 24" and im convinced I got it wrong. 23 has felt absolutely fine but 24 is looming and just. Oh god.